Do you?

Do you have insecurities that haunt you everytime?
Do you wonder and feel lost about where and what you are?
Do you think about your future and feel strong about it?
Do you ever thought of doing something you will never be able to, at which saying it even makes people wanna laugh?
Do you have the ambition yet not sure about the opportunities?
Do you wonder what your life is going to be like when you seem like wasting your days?
Do you strongly know what you wanna achieve no matter what it's going to take you?
Do you think money is very crucial in life?
'Do you ever felt disappointed in yourself?

There's many more questions. These are part of what are sitting in my brain and forcing me to reflect upon myself. For all these questions, I dare say it's a "yes". I don't know what about those out there, but I'm always asking me all of these and sleep on this thoughts. What it's like to fulfill what you really want? Seriously, I don't know, sometimes I had a strong passion for one thing, but somehow, I don't know why, I lost the energy to go on. I may seem like a strong person, but in fact, I'm not, I've got all the insecurities all girls have, or perhaps more. It come from everything, size, intelligence, ability, capability and list goes on. There's times I always tell me myself I can make it and survive all of these but there's point I really doubt myself yet I do not want to disappoint myself and my parents.